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    July 28

    Self-adjustment

    After pending on a really painful period, found out myself stronger now, Thanks to all my great friends who i have been ingored for a while, Lucky now i realized how important true friends are, everytime i got hurt, you guys are always around and when you need someone to talk, i will be with you as well...
     
    Thinking about adjust myself, there are really lots of things i want to do or goals to achieve; learning my Spanish, Travel to Tibet MYSELF... seems suddenly relized how silly i was, depending my life on someone and dreamed about those thing which will never happen; telling myself he might be THE ONE by knowing the problems we had...
     
    I am sure that i will be better & better, Thanks again for all my friends, Thanks to the one i loved, can't be stronger or getting more mature without you!
    July 18

    To my amor

    Staying in a bad moment in my life. Is that true that people can never get the thing they really care about? OR it's only my fault  that i take it too serious?? Amor, If  i wouldn't love you so much, maybe i will be betterand not been hurt so much that everytime i think about you, i feel like somone really graped my heart and make it into pieces.
     
    You told me that you want to leave the city, I guess it is better to set you free, you can fly as high as you want cuz i want you to be happy, but why everytime i think of it, i already feel like it is too far to touch you or cannot even see you  again in my life, it's like we will live in two different planets from the moment! you leave 
     
    Amor, sometimes when you asleep and i can get the chance to watch you as long as i want, i can see your long eye-lash, the smile on your face, or can be just you sleep like a piggy, you are so like a baby at that time that i hope it would to the most lucky thing in my life that i can see this face every morning when i wake up. i will take care of you until the day we are too old to walk...
     
    I am writing to you not to make you feel bad or make you feel even heavier, i know you gotta things to do, just becuase sometimes i can't express myself, i find out it's maybe easy for me to tell you what i think thru the letter. Amor, you are free now, best wishes with all my love!